Sometimes I want to write things that can't work as a blog post, I don't want to lose amid Twitter, or don't make any sense. For all these stream of conscious, I have my Notes section. They have lots of colors to match how across the board they get.

Keep scrolling to read my notes in order.

July 14, 2019

The hardest part of living by Essentialism is saying no to something fun to focus on something important.

Especially when I need to say “yes” to cleaning my apartment, and need to say “no” to this game.

July 10, 2019

Have you ever met someone who was both:

  1. A good person
  2. Had to regularly tell others they’re not racist, sexist, or whatever else-ist?

Me neither.

June 30, 2019

Excitement for new projects is like a whirlpool sometimes. At first, I’m cruising along feeling thrilled. Then I realize you’re in too deep, obstacles are piling up, and it’ll take a lot longer to get back to a stable place than you expected. Plus my lungs may overflow with alcoholic liquid and I drown.

In other words, I get sucked in and am in such a huge rush I either give up or settle for forced, haphazard changes. A few months later I look back, want to fix it all, and the cycle continues.

Not this time, especially since the project in question is revamping this very site!

Patience and incremental changes are the real solutions. What’s most important is not thinking that this project will solve everything. Success isn’t one big step - it’s several everyday steps.

June 21, 2019

Dating sites need a section for favorite philosophers. Mostly to avoid people who like Immanuel Kant. These people have many beliefs that don’t work in romance:

  • If they don’t “intend” to offend others, they get a free pass.
  • They’re unwilling to compromise on ANYTHING.
  • They won’t lie and say you look good, even if you don’t. Which I personally know is a big red flag.

Always ask on the first date if they like Kant. If they do, just run.

June 19, 2019

  • Good people who feel big try to lift up others, wanting to share the joy.
  • Bad people who feel big try to push others down, terrified to lose their spot.
  • Good people who feel small try to climb up, helping others when they can.
  • Bad people who feel small try to drag others down, finding “joy” in spreading their misery.

We can’t always control how big or small we feel in the world. At least we can choose not to be an asshole about it.

June 12, 2019

An eFriend of mine pointed out how many people in a group chat don’t often write something productive. Instead, they often talked in circles, shared few facts or insights, and more often seemed just liked reading their own words.

So for the record, productive conversations mean accepting there are smarter people worth taking advice from. Even if (perhaps especially if) you’re a man and the smarter people are women.

June 05, 2019

There’s countless examples of someone saying something horrible and offensive, being called out on it, and the person dismissing the anger as “people unable to take a joke.”

If it’s a joke, people need to laugh. Angry is optional, laughter is mandatory. If a majority of people are angry instead of laughing, it’s not a joke. At least not a worthwhile one. You’re either a lame bullshit artist or a lame bullshit comedian. Or if you care about your “comedy” that much more than the feelings and lived experiences of other people, a bullshit human being.

No matter what, don’t think “comedy” should mean the same as “immune from consequences.” And get some new material.

June 02, 2019

When you’re trying to accomplish something, don’t play television in the background. Ever.

It can’t be completely tuned out. It divides our attention and pushes unneeded info into our minds. It’s like breathing in polluted air - you can’t directly feel the damage, but it builds up overtime and can be devastating.

Your attention and focus are your best weapons against any problem. Give those away, and you’re letting others exert more power over you. These are people who only see you as a pair of eyeballs with a wallet.

Play music if you must. But never television.

May 27, 2019

When people call out microaggressions, a common dismissal I read or hear is “if they’re so small why are you treating them like some huge deal?”

Think of microaggressions like termites. One termite won’t destroy a house. Thousands of termites eating away at the foundation, bit by bit, ultimately make it collapse.

Seeing one microaggression in isolation makes complaining about them petty. Knowing the context of how they damage people makes calling them out important. Knowing this context and still using the “it’s just one small thing” dismissal makes you an asshole.

If you’re not convinced, see this comic illustrating how the damage is done.

Better yet, read a (likely incomplete) documentation of the microaggressions one woman deals with online.

May 23, 2019

The recent Alabama abortion ban got me thinking about other policy positions that match with “holding all forms of life sacred” and all that. When someone tells me they’re pro-life, I’d expect them to also hold the following views:

  • Universal, or at least affordable, and inclusive healthcare. So no one dies of preventable illnesses due to inflated costs.
  • Affordable childcare and preschool education. Also universal education access, since it’s one of the best ways to improve one’s quality of life long-term.
  • No death penalty or capital punishment, assuming there’s no exceptions to “all life is sacred” that were conveniently left out.
  • Global poverty aid to stop more prevantable deaths worldwide. This includes accepting migrants fleeing violence so they’re not senselessly killed.
  • Sex education and birth control to reduce the number of abortions. I’d assume someone who hates abortion would support strong measures that removes the need for many of them.

The less someone “pro-life” supports policies like this, the more I see them as simply “pro-birth.” That’s the much less pleasant position of “make women have babies if they can’t keep their legs closed, and the rest is not my problem.” Which is exactly as cruel and damaging as it sounds.

May 13, 2019

Trying to be a better person is good, but trying too hard can backfire.

Take this purely hypothetical example: someone wants to be more independent and less burdensome to others. Up to a point, this makes them less intrusive and more respectful. Taken too far, this makes them dismissive and isolated. They could miss out on great relationships by thinking “I’d just be a burden to them” when that’s not the case at all.

Again, purely hypothetical.

Sometimes trying harder to be someone better is worse than trying harder to be yourself.

May 07, 2019

The best advice I’ve gotten for handling unwanted thoughts and emotions is simple. It doesn’t involve pushing them away or drowning them in affirmations. That only makes them stronger.

I let myself feel them without judgement. They’re there, then they go away, and they’ll likely pop up again. It’s pointless to pile thoughts on top of them - those thoughts do the real damage.

May 04, 2019

We can’t all be the person making and leading events that help the community. We can at least be a person who helps in little ways where they can.

Even if that “little way” is playing rock music as you all works. So everyone goes a little faster and enjoys it a touch more.

April 28, 2019

Nice and good aren’t the same thing.

Someone can smile and politely greet you while doing evil things like:

  • Refusing service to black people
  • Turning down an insurance claim so someone is bankrupted by simply not dying
  • Firing someone for being a woman
  • Wearing clown makeup
  • Making you watch The Notebook
  • Standing back and letting one group shoot another down

Don’t let reasons like “keeping the peace” and “being a nice person” on their own convince you someone is good.

Good people regarded as heroes today were often scolded as rulebreakers before. Similar history could be playing out with them now.

April 20, 2019

I love writing, but I also hate when I base too much self-value on others’ reactions. Too much focus on my own, or even others’ writing, can sadly cause this.

So taking a step away from writing, like blogging or Twitter (mostly Twitter) helps at times. Until I inevitably get too bored and start writing something else. The cycle continues!