Max Antonucci

Journalist turned Full-time Coder, Part-time Ponderer

Do I Deserve What I Have?

September 04, 2018

Whenever life is going well, I’ll ask myself one thing: do I deserve any of this?

The most likely answer I can think of is, I probably don’t. Maybe I never will. But the bigger point is that regardless, I have what I have. I better make good use of it. In some way.

Any way.

Please.

Because if I don’t, these feelings of guilt and undeservedness won’t just get worse. They’ll be justified.